Escort Gigs, My Messed Up Childhood, This and That, Wet-n-Messy Play

Hi All !!!

It’s Sunday and I got absolutely nothin planned all day. I am goin to chill out all day (cept for some laundry, some emailin and maybe a little cookin). I worked a gig last nite that only lasted like 3 hrs. Was me and Deanna from the escort service. She is one of the new girls that started this year. It was our first gig we worked together. She is really sweet and did an awesome job. Was a pretty simple gig. One of my regulars was in town most of the week for some big meetin at his company. He invited 3 other guys from his work. Me and deanna did a WOW (Woman On Woman) show to start it off then we all fucked. Then we drank a bit and they watched me and deanna shower together then we fucked again then we left. Real excitin huh…lol.

I had an escort gig really late Tuesday nite that was really crazy. I met the guy at his hotel at 1:00 am. We stripped down right away and fucked for like 30 mins. Then we showered and he packed and I went in the limo with him to the airport. He was usin his companies private jet and we had a little time til he took off so we went into it and I gave him a blowjob and we had a quickie fuck. He had me strip off my dress as we were leavin and show the pilots my bod. They each posed for pics with me then they took some booty pics. The limo took me back to the hotel. The whole gig lasted like just over 2 hrs.

I have one gig next Tuesday and that’s it all week. I have to go take my bro to see our dad this Friday and I always get kinda upset a couple days before and after so I didn’t schedule anythin else. For you newbies to my blog, I take my bro every may and november to see our dad in prison. We spend 8 hrs with him but it takes over an hour just to get in to see him cuz of all the forms I have to fill out and all the security checks. He’s in there for attempted murder and a bunch of drug charges. He has a minimum of 4 years to go and a max of 8. Im sooooo hopin for the max. I am the one he tried to murder so u can understand how I feel. I really don’t have to go with my bro cuz child services can take him and spend the day with him at the prison but I don’t want him to be there in front of that man without me there.

The past couple times I wrote bout havin to see my dad in prison I got a lot of nasty emails from peeps sayin I shouldn’t wish my dad dead and blah blah blah. Just so everyone understands why I hate the man let me tell you a little about him….

My mom abandoned us when I was 9 yrs old and only like a week before christmas. My mom and dad tucked me into bed one nite and the next mornin when I woke up she was gone. My dad was at the kitchen table and when I asked him where mom was and all he said to me was she was gone. My brother jimmy was just 9 months old. We never saw or heard from her ever again. My dad was never the same after that day. What I can remember before our mom left was he was always jokin around and always loved to be buildin things and doin stuff in the yard. He started drinkin or drugs or both a few weeks after she left us and one nite in february the next year he came into my room when he got home. I remember how he smelled of alcohol and he was talkin really weird. The only thing I remember for sure that he said to me that nite was that I looked exactly like my mother. Then he slapped me around a couple times then raped me. That went on once or twice a week until summer came. Then he started bringin guys over to the house. I didn’t know it then but I figured it out later that was prolly when he started doin serious drugs.

Sometimes they would get stoned then come back to our house and sometimes they would party there. They would be really loud and come into my room and pick me up and take me to the livin room. They would all take turns fuckin me til they all passed out. They would pretend they were suffocatin me and laugh like crazy. Sometimes it was just my dad and a couple guys and sometimes it was a lot of guys. Like 10 or 12. I never told anyone cuz he told me if I did they would take us away and I would never see jimmy again. Durin the summer while my dad was at work I took care of jimmy. I pretty much became his mother. The rapes and beatins lasted til one month before I turned 14. This will sound weird but the one vision I remember the most clearly is when they had me on the kitchen table and one guy had his hands shoved against my thighs while he was fuckin me. Another guy came into the room and he had my most favorite stuffed animal. It was a white/grey otter and I named it Otto. He shoved it into my face a couple times til I almost passed out. Then he held it in front of me and tore all 4 of his little legs off then ripped it apart. They shoved a bunch of the fillin into my mouth and I ended up pukin on one of the guys cuz I was cryin so bad. The guy I puked on threw me so hard off the table I slammed into the kitchen counter before hittin the ground. I think I cried for days cuz I lost my Otto. (FYI…my ex girlfriend bought me an almost identical otter and I named him otto. Its bout the only thing I still have that she bought me.)

I ran away after 4 days of ninth grade. I wont go into what my life was like while I was away. I came back to the area just before my 18th birthday. It took me a couple weeks to get the courage up but I finally went to my dads house to see jimmy. We argued and screamed but he finally agreed to let me take jimmy for the weekends. The first weekend went fine and the second weekend went fine but the third weekend when I went to get jimmy my dad was stoned out of his mind and in a real mean mood. We got into an argument and he started punchin my face and kickin me. I ended up passin out and when I woke up I was naked and tied to his bed. He raped me a couple times that nite then he came back into the room with a syringe full of heroine. He pressed my head into the mattress and shoved the needle into my neck over and over again. He drained the needle into me and ended up stickin me with it 15 times. (For you newbies to my blog, I am just under 5 feet tall and at the time I weighed like 100 pounds so you can imagine what the heroine did to me.)

I was tied to the bed from Friday nite til late Sunday afternoon. My brother jimmy who was nine years old at the time came into the room and untied me and helped me get dressed. Somehow we ended up walkin almost a ½ mile to the nearest neighbor and they called the police. I don’t remember anythin bout any of that and jimmy barely remembers it either. The cops arrested my dad and he got charged with attempted murder, a bunch of drug charges and a couple other things. He got convicted of the attempted murder and drug charges.

It took a while and thanks to my ex-girlfriend I was able to become my bro’s legal guardian and he came to live with me and her. My ex is a psycho but I will always be thankful for all her help in getting my bro for me.

So as you can see I have a whole lot of reasons for hatin my mom and dad. So no nasty emails sayin I should respect my parents and be thankful for them cuz that is soooooo not ever gonna happen.

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Ok, ok, nuff with all the sad childhood crap. My life couldn’t be more perfect now (knock on wood). Ive got my bro with me and no sister could ask for a more wonderful little brother. Libby and me call him our “little super genius” cuz hes so smart and always gets perfect grades. He aint so little no more though, as of a few weeks ago he was just under 5’ 10” tall. I just celebrated 3 yrs with my girlfriend Libby and every day I am so thankful she is in my life. The three of us live together in a beautiful gated community and we got the best neighbors and friends. I love my jobs as an exotic dancer and escort (and ofcourse, I love the money…lol) I cleaned offices for a few months when I got back to town and only made minimum wage so this is way nicer. This week alone I made a little over $47,000 in tips. $15,000 of it was from just one guy but that’s still a great week. Ive been pullin in between $20,000 and $40,000 every week since like mid september. Right when the economy started goin bad all the dancers started makin wayyyyy more money. We all think the members need our services more to forget bout all the crap goin on. If this keeps up the rest of the year, I will make almost $1,100,000 at the club and I will prolly be just over $300,000 from the escortin service. I will be only the third non-platinum dancer in the history of the club to make over 1 million in tips and commission in 1 year. Sarah, our boss was the first and JP was the second.

I was promoted the beginin of this year to the head dancer for day shift. JP is head dancer for nite shift. We are known as the Head DICS. That stands for Dancer In Charge. Its kinda funny cuz Becky, the girl that owns the escortin service me and libby work at also works part time days at the club. So at the club I am kinda her boss and at the escort service she is my boss.

We had our monthly meetin this week at the club. Terry, the guy who is in charge of all the electronics and computers, showed us more demos of the new computer system they are puttin in. They have already gotten new card readers for the servers and the private rooms and they work wayyyyy better then the old ones. The new system will allow us to connect to the clubs network from home or anywhere. That’s gonna make mine and JP’s life a wholeeeeee lot easier, escpecially for schedulin stage time and partys and events. All the dancers will be able to connect from home and check their dossier. That’s the area that has each dancers schedule and history logs and tip records. Like 90% of the tips dancers get are all done through the members club cards so this will make it lot easier for all of us to see what we made the nite or week or month before. There is a lot of administrative things sarah jp and me will be able to do once everythin is up and runnin.

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In last weeks blog I told bout the torture session me and brandy got to do to one of the female members. I saw her last Wednesday and she was a mess. She has two black eyes, tons of scatches all over her body, a few bruised ribs and what im told is a very painful pussy. She showed me the “reward” she got for the torture session. It was a really beautiful diamond and topaz necklace she said cost $129,000. Her hubby let her pick out anythin she wanted from the jewelry store. I still hate her but I do kinda feel sorry for her. She’s still a bitch though…lol.

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Durin the monthly meetin all the dancers got brand new PHC badges (PHC stands for Professional Hot Chick). Gerald, the club owner started givin them to us every year a couple years ago. Each year they are different. This years is gold with raised black and red sillhoutes of a woman layin down with her knees bent and another woman standin to her left doin a booty wiggle. They really don’t mean anythin but he seems to like givin us them every year. Last year with our bonus checks in december he also gave all of us blackberry phones. I gave mine to my neighbor and lib gave hers to jimmy.

Ooooooo, I almost forgot. Every monthly meetin when Chris (chief of security) walks up on stage to go over his stuff everyone starts booin and hissin and throwin balled up papers at him. Its kinda become a tradition. Well this year I had two balls of paper ready and I threw the first one right as he was turnin around and it got him right on the nose. It was like a 1 in a million shot. He looks at me and goes…you little…..then he ran down the steps, pulled me off lib (I was sittin on her lap) and pulled down my shorts and spanked my ass really hard 2 times. It took like 10 mins before my ass stopped stingin.

Chris was def in a frisky mood this week cuz 2 times he asked for a quickie after I was done with my quickie with gerald. Most of the dancers let the employees have free sex. Specially the bouncers and bartenders and maintenance crew cuz they do so much stuff for us. There is way over 100 male employees at the club so it aint easy keepin them all happy. I usually get into work just after 8:00 am now so I have time to do my administrative work, give gerald his mornin quickie and usually have 1 or 2 other employees askin for a fuck or blowjob. The guys were bummin out big time for a couple months when we had dance rehearsals for the big holiday routines almost every mornin. The club opens at 11:30 am so it left no time for any sex. Cept for geralds mornin quickie, he said I wasn’t allowed to skip them…lol.

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I did have one weird moment at work this week on Tuesday. We had a big election day party at the club and it was crazy busy. Lots of members brought guests to watch the elections on the big screens. Jackie, one of the day shift dancers, called me over to a table she was workin. Two of the guys were her Vics and the other three guys were guests. One of the guests turns to look at me and goes….look, a midget beano. Im use to the midget jokes so it was no big deal but I had no idea what he meant by “beano”. Soon as he said it one of the members says….dumbass, shes italian, not mexican. Turns out beano is a nasty term a lot of peeps in the south use to describe mexicans. I bent down and whispered in his ear that we don’t allow racists in the club. He quickly apologized and said he was only jokin. He asked for a blowjob and a fuck and I teased him for a little while sayin I didn’t think so after being called a beano. He won brownie points by liein to me and tellin me he thought I was the most beautiful woman he has ever seen…lol.

The election party was a riot cuz most of the members are republicans and almost all the dancers are democrats. We harassed them all nite bout how bad mccain was doin. The funniest part of the nite was when two gay members went on stage. One was black and the other was white. The black guy had a Obama mask on and the white guy had a McCain mask on. McCain got on all fours and Obama fucked his mouth pretty hard. He kept yellin stuff like…come on johnny suck my dick. Then the Obama guy went behind him and started fuckin the McCains guys ass. They kept yellin stuff and the whole crowd was laffin their asses off. I had to leave early for my late nite gig and I sooo didn’t want to go but it was obvious obama was gonna win by the time I left.

Lot of us dancers take some credit for obama winnin in Pennsylvania. We gave free blowjobs and fucks to anyone that could prove they voted for obama or if they would put a Vote For Obama sticker on their clothes or bod and keep it on the whole time they were at the club. The club opened up at 9:00 am on Tuesday cuz of the elections. I started my first free fuck at like 9:05 am…lol. Im sure a lot of McCain voters got free fucks and blowjobs but that’s okay…we still won…wooohooooo.

I didn’t do doggy derby this week cuz of the all day election party on Tuesday. As I have mentioned in my past blogs I am undefeated so far this year. I only have 4 more contests to go and Gerald said if I go all year without losin he will give me $10,000. I only have to go up against Shanele one more time this year. She is the only one mostly who has almost beaten me a few times. I think the other dancers are startin to lose on purpose so I can get the record but they are all sayin they aint. We get $500 for each dog and an extra $500 if we win the contest. For the past couple of months Gerald has been lettin more peeps come watch the contest. The room downstairs can only hold like 80 peeps but the crowds have been way over 100 the past few contests. It costs $300 to watch the contest (platinum members get in free) and a lot of the members pay for the whole year ahead of time.

Since there are so many more peeps watchin, Gerald has expanded the side show before and after the contest. I usually get dragged into the side show after the contest. We have to fuck and suck 3 dogs durin the contest and sometimes I end up doin another 2 or 3 afterwards durin the side show. The most I ever had to do at one time was 8 dogs, that was back in august. Durin one of the after constest side shows a couple weeks ago Stacy got knotted by one of the biggest dogs. She was stuck like that for over 20 mins cuz the dog took his good ole sweet time before shootin his load. To be honest, its lot easier doin a side show with the dogs then with the men. Lot of times after the contest Gerald will announce to the crowd they all get 60 or 90 mins to fuck us all they want. Its lot easier to fuck 2 or 3 dogs then 80 to 100 men. Its gotten a little easier cuz now Gerald always has at least 2 girls doin the side shows plus the 2 girls doin the contest and now and again 1 or 2 female members will join in and help us out.

Couple of months ago after the doggy derby contest was over one of the members had the bouncers grab his wife and strip her clothes off. Then they locked her into the doggy seats we use for the contest. Her hubby let like 3 or 4 dogs fuck her before they unlocked her. It was her first time ever fuckin a dog and she was in a lot of pain afterwards but she said it was great.

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I took a break from writin and started a huge batch of chili for lib and jimmy. They both told me this time they want it super super spicy. Im usin Habanero and Scotch Bonnet peppers. Both of them are suppose to be the hottest peppers in the world. I found on the internet that if u cut up the habaneros into quarters and soak them in water overnight then use the water in the chili it will make it super super more spicy. I only used 2 peppers each and I wore gloves the whole time I worked with them cuz last time I got habaneros on my fingers I couldn’t get the smell out all day. I also found some jalapeno powder that you mix with diced tomatoes and soak and its suppose to make them very flavorful. I added onions and cumin so if this batch aint spicy enuff for them I got no clue what else to do. Its already startin to stink!!!!!!

Lol, perfect timin, my bro just came upstairs and first thing he did was go….wooooooo from the smell. Im makin a gigantic batch of it cuz gerry and troy, our neighbors want some and rich, freddy and greg, the day shift bouncers also asked for some. The pot is so gigantic I have to sit on the counter next to the stove to reach in and stir it. Yes, yes, im tiny…lol.

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Almost forgot to mention, my bro got his report card last week. All A’s and 4’s. His regular classes do the A, B, C gradin but his advanced college classes give 1,2,3,4. 4 is the best and 1 is the worst. Its very confusin.

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I got home last nite just before midnite and jimmy and his buds, chris and dave, were playin xbox. Soon as I walked in they all screamed for me to come see somethin. They were playin some shoot em up war game and they said they found some glitch in the game. One guy would be standin next to a wall and another guy would be on top of it and he would jump down and land on the guys head. Then they would walk around like that and each part of the screen showed them walkin around and shootin. Boys are so easily amused…lol. Chris and dave told me to distract my bro cuz he was doin too good and he kept killin them so I pulled down his boxers and gave him a blow job. It didn’t help, he still kept killin them…lol.

We played with some of our toys last nite and they even let me use the finger shocker on their balls. I got them yelpin like little girls!!!! Like ive mentioned many times before, chris (this is one of my bro’s friends, not the chief of security at the club I mentioned earlier) is one of the best fucks ive ever had. He is livin proof that size is not ALL that matters. Besides him bein one of the most beautiful men/boy I have ever seen he works his dick better then any other man I have ever been with. Besides Lib and Jimmy he is the only other person who can make me orgasm almost every time and sometimes more then once. Last nite he made me squirt 2 times and both times he was fuckin me very very slowly. Durin my gig last nite when 2 of the guys were Dp’in me as hard as they could I didn’t evem come close to orgasm. What’s awesome about chris is that he really truly loves foreplay. Jimmys pretty good at it to but the rest of his friends usually just like to fuck as long and as hard as they can. Chris likes takin his time and slowly workin his way up to intercourse. Last nite he spent almost like 20 mins just rubbin the tip of his dick along my clit. He knows exactly how to give my clit a little push and twist with his dick that drives me wild. He had me beggin him to fuck me but he wouldn’t, he just kept teasin me. He also reads my signals perfectly and knows when im about to orgasm. Soon as he can tell im ready to pop he will start fuckin me harder which makes the orgasms so more intense.

After we fucked downstairs for a couple hours we all went up to my bathroom for a little wet n messy play. I got to watch all the guys suck each other dicks. I know some of you may think that’s gross but it is one of the biggest turn ons for me. Jimmy poured a bunch of water over chris while dave was suckin his dick. The sight of him all wet and glistenin while another man is suckin his dick is just amazin. What’s funny bout chris is that he knows he is drop dead gorgeous but he’s not an ass about it. He still blushes when u tell him how beautiful he is and hes not all obsessed with his looks.

Dave went downstairs and got the half gallon jug of horse cum out of the fridge. (Before u think I must be the only person in the world who has horse cum in her fridge, you are absolutely wrong. Lot of the dancers do that and so do tons of members at the club.) He brought some straws up and I laid down on the floor and they filled my mouth with the cum and each sucked it out with their straws. They drank some of it but mostly they let it dribble out of their mouths all over my bod. They also poured it into my pussy and sucked it out with the straws. I always yelp like crazy when they do that cuz they will on purpose push the straw into my skin inside my pussy and suck really hard. It’s a very strange sensation…lol.

They got a kick out of makin very loud squishy sounds by holdin my legs high up in the air and one of them would pour some of the cum into my ass and another one would shove his dickin into my ass as hard as he could. It would make a loud suckin sound and the cum would squirt all over the place.

Jimmy started the real messy part when I was layin on the floor. He peed all over my face and boobs. Chris and dave mostly peed on my face and in my mouth. When they were done it was my turn. I had all three of them lay down and I took turns squattin over their faces and peein in their mouths. Jimmy got a glass from the counter and I filled it with pee. Then he poured some of the horse cum in it and mixed it up. We each drank some then they poured the rest in my hair and pretended they were shampooin it…lol.

The real real messy part was also jimmys fault kinda. After we were done peein, chris and dave were on the floor 69’in. Jimmy came up to me and whispered that I should puke on davids butt. I went really quietly over to them and bent over and puked all over his ass. The only problem was that a lot of it slid all over chris’s face. The whole top of his head was covered in puke. When dave got off of him chris gave me a look that I knew I was in trouble. I told them that jimmy made me do it but they ignored me. Chris grabbed me and wiped his face all over mine then wiped more of it off and stuck it in my mouth. Then they pulled me to the floor and dave shoved his puke covered butt in my face. He was rubbin his butt all over me when chris told him to move out of the way. Chris got on top of me like we were gonna 69 but instead he told jimmy to lift my head up into chris’s butt. He had my head shoved into his ass and chris started poopin. He must not have gone for days cuz he kept goin and goin and goin. When he was finally done he turned around and started smearin it all over me and shovin it in my mouth. Jimmy goes….my turn!!! They dragged me over to the tub and had my head layin over it and jimmy squatted over my mouth and pooped out a big one. He picked it up and had me deep throat it. It almost broke off down my throat but I stopped it just in time. For dave’s turn he stood in the tub and bent over my face. His poop was a little more gooey…lol. He exploded all over me like 3 times. They scooped up a lot of it into a glass and kept pourin it down my throat. I grabbed jimmy around his waist and on purpose puked all over his dick and balls. Course soon as I was done he shoved his dick into my mouth…lol.

They each ended up coverin their dicks and balls with poop and puke and made me suck them off. Dave and jimmy picked me up and put me in the tub on all fours and they spit roasted me while chris kept grabbin handfuls of poop and spreadin it all over my bod. My bro was fuckin my ass and it felt like he was tryin to go all the way through me. A couple times dave almost slipped cuz my bro pushed me so hard I ended up bangin against dave. Jimmy shot his load into my ass then chris took his place. While chris was fuckin my pussy jimmy grabbed our back loufa and started fuckin my ass with the handle. I had chris fuckin my pussy hard and jimmy poundin my ass with the loufa handle and I was suckin daves dick when all of a sudden dave started peein down my throat. I have no clue how he was able to pee again so quickly. He kinda surprised me so I started chokin which only made the guys that much more excited. Im coughin, theyre slammin into me and then jimmy pulls out the loufa handle and starts shovin his fist into my ass. He ended up standin over me and kept jammin his fist into my ass til he got it all the way in. I ended up pukin, this time not on purpose, all over daves cock. He never missed a beat though…lol. Jimmy kept flexin his hand in my ass which got me screamin as much as I could with a dick down my throat and a mouth full of puke. We were doin that for a good 10 mins til jimmy finally pulled his hand out. Soon as he did I pooped all over chris. He used it as a lube for my pussy, which it sooooo aint…lol. My mouth and throat and pussy were burnin up like crazy. Chris shot his load in me then dave climbed over me, and almost fell on me in the process, and started fuckin my ass. Jimmy held my hips really tight so dave could fuck me that much harder. He lasted a couple mins til he shot his load in my ass. Soon as the let me go I just collapsed in the tub.

They let me lay there and recover for a few mins then all three of them helped me stand. Chris and dave held me up while jimmy poured cups of cold water all over me. It felt soooooo good. When we were all a little cleaner they carried me to the shower and chris used our vaginal cleaner in my ass and pussy. I usually like it with warm water but I had them use colder water cuz I was burin up inside from the poop. When I was all clean inside and out, jimmy carried me to my bed and he got me a bottle of water and the guys went and cleaned up the bathroom. While I was layin there libby called. She had just gotten done with ther escort date and was drivin to her parents. I told her what we had just done and she got pissed that she missed it. She loves wet-n-messy even more then me.

When the guys were done cleanin up they all wanted to fuck again. Teenagers always want to fuck…lol. They each took turns fuckin me. I told them pussy only cuz thanks to jimmy my butt was sore. While my bro was fuckin me chris got one of our body markers and started drawin outlines of my ab muscles. He made them look like some male bodybuilder…lol. I had them all cum in my mouth cuz I soooo did not want to have to get up again to clean up. After we were done fuckin the guys went downstairs to turn off the lights and lock up. They came back up and they all cuddled up around me til I was completely covered in flesh…such a hard life I have…lol. I fell asleep really quick.

It took forever for me to wiggle my way out of the bed this mornin cuz I had arms and legs and heads all over me.

I told all three of them durin breakfast that I am closed for the day. Chris got out of his chair, walked over to me, bent down and gave me a long wet passionate kiss that made my toes wiggle. When he moved away he looked into my eyes and said……are you sure??? He is such the cheater…lol.

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If this chili starts stinkin up the house anymore we will all have to leave. The guys think it smells great. Ugh!!!

I talked to libby on the phone a little bit ago. (For you newbies to my blog, lib spends every Sunday at her parents house. First they go to church, then they go out for Sunday brunch and then they just do things as a family. The past couple of months they have been workin on makin quilts for their churches christmas bazaar. Its like a huge sale where all the members of the church make things and sell them. ) Well libby told me this mornin that she started on the quilt that I special ordered. Its got a green and red border. That’s not meant to be christmassy. Green is my fav color and my club color and red is libs fav color and her club color too. What I mean by club color is that it’s the primary color they usually use on posters and dvd box covers and t-shirts of us. My stage name is Emerald and libs name is Vixen. Well, anyways, the quilt will have a red and green border and in the middle it will be white with a black silhouette of libby layin down with her face to the side. I had terry silhouette one of her pics and he printed it out and shes usin it as the template. I told her I want it for those nites when shes not here so I can always have her close to me. She started cryin when I told her that, which made me start cryin, which made my bro leave the room in disgust…lol.

That reminds me, I got a few emails from readers of my blogs the past few weeks askin me why don’t I write about havin sex with libby. I do now and again but sex with my libby is mostly between me and her. We have a lot of group sex with my bro and his friends and some of our neighbors and ive written bout that now and again. But most of the one on one time we share is just between me and her.

Well, its time to do a little laundry so I can chill the rest of the day. If the guys let me that is…lol.



Bye Bye !!!